november

There's this Taylor Swift song in folklore I'm addicted to these days, her songs are always an emotional life saver to me. I took "august" and adjusted it to a bittersweet experience I had. One of the reasons I've always loved her music is because it describes a great part of my life, and this is not an exception. 

Tuesday, and the rust on my door

I never needed anything more
Whispers of "Are you sure?"
"Never have I ever before"

But I can see us lost in the memory
November slipped away into a moment in time
'Cause it was never mine
And I can see us twisted in bedsheets
November sipped away like a bottle of wine
'Cause you were never mine

Your back beneath the purple light
Wishin' I could write my name on it
Will you call when you're back home?
I remember thinkin' I had you

But I can see us lost in the memory
November slipped away into a moment in time
'Cause it was never mine
And I can see us twisted in bedsheets
November sipped away like a bottle of wine
'Cause you were never mine

Back when we were still changin' for the better
Wanting was enough
For me, it was enough
To live for the hope of it all
Cancel plans just in case you'd call
And say, "Meet me behind the mall"
So much for summer love and saying "us"
'Cause you weren't mine to lose
You weren't mine to lose, no

But I can see us lost in the memory
November slipped away into a moment in time 
'Cause it was never mine
And I can see us twisted in bedsheets
November sipped away like a bottle of wine

'Cause you were never mine
'Cause you were never mine, never mine

Do you remember?

Remember when I pulled up and said, "Come to my place"
And then canceled my plans just in case you'd call?
Back when I was livin' for the hope of it all, for the hope of it all
"Meet me behind the mall"

Remember when I pulled up and said, "Come to my place"

And then canceled my plans just in case you'd call?

Back when I was livin' for the hope of it all (For the hope of it all)

For the hope of it all
For the hope of it all
(For the hope of it all)

(For the hope of it all)

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-L